Hi babes! Well, this has been a while.. my last post was the one where I shared my 120mm film pics from Sevilla and right now that feels like something from a former life. I’ve been meaning to write tho, about the ending of my relationship and all the shite around that, and I wrote a terribly long piece which I didn’t feel like publishing.
So, a bit of a synopsis.. right before summer, my 9 year long relationship ended. I lived with my best friend Laura for two weeks subsequent that and than I moved to The Hague. There I found a room in the most amazing building: a Structuralist style building which used to be the Ministry of Social Welfare and Employment. I live on the fifth floor and can overlook the city. In summer, the sun would shine in my room and leave traces of golden light.. amazing.
Also, the summer was just absolutely amazing. Heartbreak lasted for 3 days (but the aftereffects were noticeable months and months later), the sun was shining so bright, I didn’t have a worry in the world.. I could see my friends more often, I had my own space with my own stuff, I felt good in my skin and my body. And on top of that (and maybe the best feeling I know) I fell in love with a man I’ve gotten to know at my photography studies at the art academy. Yes, I’m a sucker for love ;). I can’t deny that I love the idea of love and I love being in love. He made me feel chill and relaxt and happy and being with him was like something I’ve never experienced. And yes yes yes we’re still together <3.
I feel like sharing more topics and inspiring things on my blog again, including personal stuff. I really want to practise and improve my writing in English as well. So, all the feedback on that is very welcome. Besides that I have recently been waayyyy more open in my Instagramstories @omdatikdatwil as well and it feels really alright :).
Lots of luvvvv xxxx